A lineolium-lined casket is all you have. With two nails in the coffin of your life. And you think you've gained so much, yet none at all.
Dissapointment is your only downfall. You're standing on the edge of something so big that you can't quite comprehend.
And you can't believe you're still breathing back there. It used to be you were the type that would prevail. And you've given up on wishing completly.
Because this world is not for sympathy, and because you know just what in life you can and cannot control.
You're washing away from the beach we've made and everyone on shore is waiving 'goodbye'. My advice is that you had better find whats missing from your life,
and learn to live without it. Because right now every step you take is just another breath, another dumb mistake.
Sweetie, if i could i would pump the blame from your stomach. I'd change the world just to suit your needs.
But someday you will pick your head above what you call shoulders and address what you used to call your life.